wow! i have had some marathon days lately! i feel like i just lived 2 days for the price of 1! so yesterday was the street fair right? well i went there with my friend. as we were walking to it i suddenly feel a slobber lick on my hand! i look down and here's a baby german shepard dog! she was about 6 months old! no leash no coller.. no owner! so to cut a seriously long tale short, we took her to my friends home so we could go to the fair. we decided to look for her home the next day {today}. the fair was nice. but i didn't get much. that's ok. i still had fun! ;) then today i went to work. did 2 doggies got some money than got home. i met back up with my friend. so we could take the dog to the humane society to see if she had a chip in her neck or not. welp no chip... but they thought she looked familiar. turns out that a man had just got her about 2 days ago and had just had her spayed by them! he also had just been by the humane society looking for her. hoping someone had turned her in! so we got her back to her owner. everyone was happy! and then we took off to the mall to hangout and stuff. good times... good times. i really feel like this has been the looooooonnnggggessst week of my life! it's not like i'm tired, just feels like a long ass week! so i am really happy about the weekend being here. :D so at dinner my friend came up with a pretty great tattoo idea for me! i have a really beautiful brighid necklace. she said i should get that tattooed on me with my saying! i was like why the hell didn't i think of that! it's brilliant! lol! it's perfect! the saying "the world will never take my heart" works with my favorite goddess because she is keeping it safe. she is helping me keep that divine spark inside of me... she holds me up when i am feeling down. :) here's a image that's kinda close to my necklace:
now i was thinking that she could be a bit more sexy! lol! my necklace is a lot more beautiful. can't seem to find an image that is like it. but ya. i think it could be really cool!! so naturally talking about tattoos makes me think of boyfriends... *sigh* i'm feeling a bit lonely now. :( i'm a bit confused as to why i'm single. i don't wanna hear "careful what you wish for" or "enjoy being single while it last" or my favorite.. "the grass is always greener on the other side!" nope please don't say it! lol! i'm bagging you! i think it's been long enough. but i know it's up to you know who! i just could really use a hug... that's all.. :( *puts on best pout face. looks up to see if anyone notices* anyway. lol! i'm sure i still have a bunch more growth to accomplish or habits to settle into...but like i said, i could use a hug from a boy. would be nice! damn it! lol! life is good though, don't get me wrong! sure money blows, but i love it regardless! i see beauty everyday. i get to do what i love everyday. i get to live my life everyday! would just be nice to ride this wave with someone. know what i'm sayin. oh well. if it's not meant to be.... ahhh who am i kidding!! i feel like throwing an all out tantrum right now! lol! *stomps foot* "but i want one!!" lol! i was never the tantrum type. i was more of a pouter. and that's what i am doing right now! ha! goddess, mrs. brighid, do you see me? lol! ;) ok... i'm getting a bit nutty. must be bed time! off i go to sleepy land! OH!! but i wanted to tell you all the line in a song that kinda got me going on this sigh-fest yesterday. it's: "if love is the labor, i'll slave till the end." *sigh* so beautiful. and speaking of beautiful! i finally got steve uploaded! here is!!! :D
it seams like anytime i drive by him the sun is hitting him just right! like he is being spotlighted just for me! :D hope you all have a great weekend! i'll be checking in on ya! :) (((hugs)))~ alysia
so i was just at my sister's house, chillin with my niece, having a good time. my sister is a big fan of the show "what not to wear" and she is also into the one that they make you look 10 years younger. well as we were figuring out my flier she had "what not to wear" on... every time i see it i dislike it more! lol! it isn't because the hosts are annoying {and they are!} but i just really don't like the fact that they rip people apart! they take someones whole wardrobe and throw it away. but before they throw out everything, they take the person into a little room that is all mirrors. and they make fun of them and how they dress! it's like the school yard x 10!!!! and then they pick out cloths that are like something out of a cookie cutter! i mean they did a dude and the chic host was laughing because he matched, completely, the dude host! i mean come on! is it that bad to be an individual? the people on the show say that it helps them feel much more confident and comfortable. how the hell can you be confident and comfortable trying to be someone else?! i just don't get it! ugh, i just don't know. you know how i am... i think everyone has their own beauty, and it just gets me frustrated that no one seems to take the time on tv to realize it! i mean on the 10 years younger show they pumped everyone full of botox and slapped some vaniers on them! i mean don't people think madonna is beautiful? she has a big ol gap in her teeth! {one that seams to come and go as often as her style choices... but none the less, she's still sexy if she has it right?} i just don't get this need to look plastic or like everyone else. did you know that only 16% of women are born blond in the u.s.? how many blonds do you see in a day?! a lot more than 16%... especially in socal! lol! so all this got me thinking. i love to focus on the positive.. well i wanna do it more often! not only for myself, but for the world around me. so i know that you all are beautiful people, but i wan to tell you all that. sooooo step right up, let me know if you want to know why I think you are beautiful. i will post a comment on your site. i want you to see yourself through my eyes. :) i want you all to see how truly beautiful you all are! :D don't be shy.... step on up. ;)
so today i don't have to work until 2pm! so i am here chillin! i made my favorite egg breakfast and check in on all of you witches. as i was running around checking out blogs i stumbled upon a gem! miss niamh has started a wonderful new group here's the site if you wanna check it out http://passionatelife.covenspace.com/ . she got me to thinkin.. what am i passionate about? what brings me joy? what causes me happiness and pleasure? i realized something the other day.. i lived a passionless life for quite a while! my ex kinda sucked the life out of me and i was totally numb to life. but my passions have returned! i am finding that even durring my financial hardships i am happy! i have things to look forward to.. i used to look forward to only big things~ going on vacation, to disney land, etc. but just yesterday i decided to take a different route while out on a walk.. i was so excited to see what was around the next bend! i realized that even the little things can be great! *so here's a list. a list that is forever changing and evolving!
~♥~ my dogs and cat. playing with them. watching them play. just being around them. {i'm getting choked up just thinking about how much they mean to me!}
~♥~ music.. aww sweet music! there is, and always has been, such a complete joy in my heart to listen to what i love! it brings out such emotions in me! if i love something i really love it! and same for the stuff i don't like! lol!
~♥~ writing... aww sweet release! no matter how much i try to fight it.. i have my dad's puzzle solving mind. ~however it is nicely melded with my moms artistic mind! so i love to try to figure out what rhymes with what or how i can make you feel or see what i am trying to explain! i have always had a passion for words and how to use them to fully express yourself!
~♥~ nature. i love to be outside! i hate it if i have to be indoors for the whole day! i don't even care if it's raining! i just love to be outside! :)
~♥~ yoga. i am really really enjoying it! i look forward to doing it everyday! it is so relaxing! and i have totally noticed a difference in how i feel since i have began to do it. it's great! i love it! :)
~♥~ grooming. i do still love to do it! it also sooths me and is a bit of a creative outlet. which brings me to another passion...
~♥~ animals!! they make my heart soar! doesn't matter if they are wild or not! i just love um!
~♥~ what kind of a list would this be without mr. poe!? i am so loving reading up on him! he is bringing back the old me.. the me who could dive into something that i found interesting.. to the point of obsession! he is a fascinating man with a brilliant mind! i could go on for days about how great {i think} he is! but i wouldn't want to boar you! lol!
~♥~ and lastly i would say life! i am finding that living life.. all of it! it's ups and downs.. highs and lows is so wonderful! i think this poe quote sums it up nicely: "Never to suffer would never to have been blessed." i learn something new everyday.. i see something new and beautiful everyday!
soo what kind of a passion list do you have? what gets you goin? i wanna know! let er rip!! i'm ready, i'm here... let me know! :) kiss kiss~ alysia
hello! so i've got about and hour and a half til total dark time! i'm kinda excited! i have a TON of candles ready already. i think i shall do a little yoga to get centered and then for the hour of no power i will read, write, and meditate. oh and maybe some tarot. what could be more fun than tarot in the dark?! if only i had glow~in~the~dark tarot! lol! ~&hearts~ so today i got up at about 4am to go to a dog show. man! the things i do for my mom!!! she wanted to see the dude who she got the stud from for her frenchie girl. she took the little pigglets to show him, and man did he love them!! she was very happy. :) i am kind of a zombie right now cause of the 4 hours of sleep i did manage to get! {don't know why, but if i ever have to get up early i soo can't sleep! i hate that!} i tried to take a nap, but i am sooooo not a napper! don't know why, but i never have been. even when i was a wee one! i used to piss off my teachers and my mom! lol! but i still enjoyed the time cause it was when i let my imagination run wild! so i FINALLY got my pics up on the site from st. patties day!! i've been trying just about everyday, i guess cs decided to be nice to the zombie girl today. *i think it's cause i told them i'd eat their brains if they didn't upload these damn photos!!* so here they are. this is me and my friend layla. we took more.. but i think these were the best! :D
so as i go shuffle off to mutter and mumble about brains and being hungry.. i leave you with some more quotes from the great mind that is mr. poe:
it seams like anytime i drive by him the sun is hitting him just right! like he is being spotlighted just for me! :D hope you all have a great weekend! i'll be checking in on ya! :) (((hugs)))~ alysia
