so i pulled a rune card, as i do just about everyday, and i got the man/human card.
if i ever get this i try to brace myself as much as possible... this card always means i will be busy! and wow was it true! i didn't groom much, but i had plenty of people to talk to and deal with! i got 1 new client. almost had another, but it didn't work out. as i was i.ming my brother i was talking to my sis on the phone! then my uncle called me! i spoke with my mom a million times too! i am beat! i just feel like i couldn't take a second to scratch my head! hey! i've got time now!! *scratch scratch* aaawwwwww that feels great! i am such a damn libra cause the only thing i can think of is the need for balance! i try to draw this kind of energy to me, but then when it's here i freak out! but when it's gone i get sad and try to bring it back! i can't keep this up! i need to figure out how to keep the energy but still have me time. i'll get it, i know i will. it just takes some practice. see i'm thinking well.. i've got me time right now, maybe i should watch tv, or a movie, or read! but i'm so tired! i just want to sleep! *sigh* i'll find that balance. on a side note, do any of you watch the dan ho show? i LOVE it!! it is on fit tv, it is awesome! he is a very upbeat kinda guy and he just goes to peoples houses and helps them figure out how to simplify their lives. hmmmm.... i could so use him right now! oh and one last thing before i fall asleep at my computer!! my great grandfather was a poet. i barely remember him. he died when i was really little. he is a bit of an icon in my family. everyone loved him! i had only known of 1 of his poems, one that he wrote about my sister. well really about my mom having a little girl. so i asked my mom if he had any more. turns out she has a ton of his poems!! i guess someone put them in a book {non published} that was given to the family. my mom's gonna look for it! i am soo excited! i can't wait to see what kind of a poet he was. i love looking back at my ancestors and seeing how much of them show up in me! :) when i get my hands on them i'll try to post them. i was told some of them are low brow humor! lol!! ;) hope you all have a wonderful day. off i go to sleepy land! oh! damn one more thing! ha! when i slept last night i left my bedroom door open a crack. {i don't normally do that, but my cat wanted to come it} i had a "dream" that i saw libby taking a dump in my living room! i remember thinking that it wasn't real because i have pee pee pads in the room and she is sooo good about using them. well.. i got up and low and behold! my pooch pooped in my parler! lol!! that was odd. it was like i was watching her do it, almost like an out of body experience. ok.. now i need to have an inner bed experience! goodnight boys and ghouls! ((((hugs)))))~ alysia
hi guys! it's almost 1 am and i'm wide awake! lol! so i have a question. now, i'm not looking for compliments here... but, why do people stare at me?! i get it a lot! although i love the gothic or even punk rock looks i don't dress that way. the pics that you see of me is.. well.. me! i don't' dress out there i don't have horns sticking out of my head! {not that i know of anyway!} i'm not even a loud person! i'm not a wallflower by far, but i'm not in your face either! point being, i don't draw attention to me.. purposely anyway! this thought came about today as i was on my walk. as i was crossing the street i got honked at by some dudes in a truck!! i looked half expecting to see someone i knew.. but nope! they were doing the cat call kinda thing! i get that a lot to when on walks! i also get rubber neckers.... from both male and females! i don't think it's joking either. not like hey, lets honk at that girl! hahaha! no i get it to often for it to be that... even the boy of my dreams mr. tattoo man apparently stares at me! {or so i've been told by my mom and friends!... alright i did catch him once!! *giggles* it was awesome!} while in school i used to get stared at by boys alll the damn time! i would feel it and look up at them then look down then look back up again and they would still be staring! wtf?! i don't get it!!! i've talked to erin and my mom about this before. i get very frustrated because my mom will want to point something out about a person.. like maybe she likes someone's hair or something. she would've been staring at the woman for a while then tell me.. the second i look up she will turn around and see me looking! is it like the, "i loosened the ketchup lid" kinda thing?! i just don't get it!! you know, it's impossible for me to do anything secretive! i rarely ever did growing up cause i ALWAYS got caught!! anyway. i just wanted to put that out there. i have been living with this my whole life! i thought if anyone would have some great insight it would be my witchy friends. :D maybe it's my aura. it's electric! lol!
and p.s. i haven't had many bfs so it can't be a beauty thing! i really don't have boys knocking down my door! believe me, i don't! i know that i'm cute.. just not sure if they've caught on yet. you know, boys in california are a bit slower than other states! ;) (((hugs)))~ alysia
just in case you all forgot, or needed a visual.. i'm still on the hunt! here's a perfect specimen, tattooed, dark hair, probably irish {lol!}, and funny as all get out! {the lead singer is who i want... can you find him or someone like him for me! ;)}
he looks like mr. henry the 8th
they could be bros! lol!! i just heard a song by this band and remembered how beautiful he is!! lol! just had to share! kiss kiss~ alysia
whatta day whatta day!!! where to begin... well. first off i have to say that i followed Cerberus' advise and i had a wonderful day! he posted about good vibes and how to bring yours up so you could experience a better life. and well, he was right! lol! i went to take obie to the vet this morning. i took him to this low cost vet that's about 45 mins away from me. the vet was the original doctor there. he was all crabby and rude. i could tell that he needed a hug.. but i wasn't about to give him one! he was rude to me! lol! he took one look at obie and told me it would cost about $400 to fix it. i was like what! can't you drain it and then give him some antibiotics?! {for those of you who may have miss other posts, obie is my dalmatian who has a swollen ear. it's a hematoma. it's a mess! lol!} he said no. that i could probably find someone else to do it, but they don't cause it's to messy! and they haven't had much success with it. before i could say well, let me think about it, he was out the door! i yelled to him, do i owe you guys anything? and he said you owe us nothing! so even though i had the doc from hell, and i had to wait for about an hour in the car before i got in, and i was "sent away" i kept my thoughts positive. so i sat back and figured out what to do... i called his normal vet and checked to see if they had an opening. {i like them a lot, they are just a bit pricey so that's why i went to the other mistake!} they did have an opening, however it was at a time that would make me late to my only appointment today! but i took it. i called my client and told her what was going on. she was totally fine with me coming late. {see good vibes working already!} i figured out what i would do if they told me he had to do surgery, or if he just need to be drained. i saw what i needed to do and it was simple really! i got him to the vet, and he was such a good boy! he is normally VERY dog aggressive, but he was great! i mean really great! i had a few dogs get way to close for comfort but he just sat there. {i think it was another sign of good vibes. i was calm and so was he!} so i had to take the rv because of my busted car. i asked the ladies up front if it was ok for me to park on the street. it was a busy one and i wasn't sure if i would get a ticket, but there was no signs saying i couldn't. when they saw that i was a mobile groomer they asked if i was taking any more clients. i was like yes! trying to sound as calm as possible, even though i wanted to scream and shout!! lol! she took some of my post cards to give out to clients!! yay!! {go good vibes go!!} so the vet drained obie's ear and she told me that it turns out that there is a lot of scar tissue forming, soooo what that means is that it is healing itself! *doing the happy dance* yay!!! she said that he may no longer be a candidate for the surgery! she said that it may just totally take care of itself! :D i was sooo happy! i still am! if you have a chance and haven't already, you should check out his post! it is really good! i had a great day! i groomed my dog and was relaxed and happy the whole time! i also drove home happy. :)
~&hearts~ i got my purse uploaded!! yay! here you all go... i really love it!! it fits so much!!
see the polk-a-dot inside!! :D i smile every time i open it! lol!
and here's some purdies that i uploaded too:
and some of my lavender and broom i so need to go to bed. i am exhausted! hope you all have a great day tomorrow. :) keep up the good vibes! ((((hugs))))~ alysia
today my mom kidnapped me! lol! we went to a dog show together and then she said that she needed to have some of her dogs groomed and took me to her house! but i did get to see her adorable frenchie babies! omg i was in heaven! they have gotten sooo big! man, yet another picture i need to upload! so she gave me money for grooming and i will use that tomorrow to take obie to the vet.. his ear is soooo bad! i needed that extra cash so i'm really happy that i have it and the time to take him tomorrow. i'm feeling like a bad pet momma, so i'm thinking that i'm going to try to get up a little bit early and begin to take obie for a quick jog. i think it will be very good for him. it's just so hard for me cause i love my alone time when i walk! i let my mind go.. last thing i wanna do is yank on a leash and tell my dog to slow down! lol! so i figure a walk/jog in the am with him and then a walk for me in the pm. should be nice. :) so my mom said the sweetest things to me today! i used to see her just about every weekend, but i am broke and so is my car! ha! so it's very hard to get out to her. {my parents live about and hour and a half away} so it's been like 2 months since i've been to their house. i was kinda feeling an anxiety attack coming on at lunch so i told her why. -that i am worried about money and even though i feel better about it and that i will get in control and get it fixed. i still feel like a looser and dumb. i also said that i just want to make them proud and i feel like i am soooo not doing that! she was like "NO NO NO NO!! we are so proud of you! you have grown so much! you really have! you are making progress. and don't think that we don't have money issues. most people do! it's ok." she also said that when she saw me today that she wanted to give me a big hug because she has missed me so much! ha! i'm crying right now! lol! it's only because she NEVER says stuff like that to me!!! i know she loves me and i know she enjoys being around me.. but she is not an "emotional" person. she's not big on sharing such things... so it just means a whole lot. :) ok.. that's enough sap for this post!! lol! ha! i can so be my mother's daughter!!!! :D so on my way home today i listened to a beatles cd.. did you guys know that they RULE!?!!!?? lol! man i forget sometimes. here's a few of my absolute favs! enjoy!:
this song makes me feel like i'm in love! *sigh*
and this has ALWAYS been my fav song.. but i forgot that he says edgar allen poe!! ha! no wonder!! lol! ;)
and eleanor rigby.. this is just a great song! but this is how my spirit guide let me know that her name was really eleanor! :D
*squeals like a teenage girl* john is sooooo dreamy aaaahhhhhh *arms flayling about* lol! ok i've never seen this promo vid and it is sooo funny! pour ringo has nothing to do so they gave him an umbrella! lol! and watch it all the way through, cause i swear that paul cusses at the end!!
ok. that's enough! off to read some poe. :) have a great day guys! (((hugs)))~ alysia
