ast night was... interesting.... i went to a bikram yoga class. it was intense!! the deal with this kinda yoga is that they crank the heat up to 90-100!! i was sooooo sweaty! lol! i enjoyed it though. it was pretty cool. my friend who went with me was like no way jose!!! she kept laughing for all the breathing exercises. i couldn't look at her! lol! all i could think of was this:
ha!! i'm thinking of walking my ass back there tonight. i've got a week to try it. it cost me 20 bucks for a week.. to bad that isn't the deal all the time! i would love to take yoga classes. they are so wonderful! i need to find one. everyone seems to be doing the damn yoga-latties. which is yoga and pallaties {sp?} together. now that's not relaxing at all!!!! i usually feel more comfy in my own skin after a yoga session. :D well hope you all have a wonderful day!! off to groom!! kiss kiss~ alysia
yes, hello mr. way.. umm how do i put this... will you marry me! lol!!! just saw this video and had to share. :) have a kick ass saturday! kiss kiss~ alysia
so now, not only do i have huge mountainous zits on my face, now i have a cluster-fu*k of white heads on my nose! and they kinda itch now and again. what the hell is going on!?!?? i decided to go get some witch hazel. i am thinking that i need a natural solution. so i went on a mad witch hazel hunt today! i went to 3 places! i finally found it at a cvs pharmacy. and i always thought that it was along the lines of alcohol and peroxide. you know, cheep. like a doller or something. nope it was 4 bucks!! well i got it anyway. it's still cheeper then some fancy alcohol based astringent! so here's hoping i can kill the lil buggers on my nose! they are soo annoying! i have dealt with zits on my face for most of my life, but this is getting ridiculous! i'm not sure if i am having some kind of allergic reaction or what! i'm not eating anything totally out of the norm. don't know. we shall see if the witch hazel will help. cause i can't afford what i used in high school!! lol!
ok one more thing. i just need to get this out.... FU*K GAS!!!!!!! I FU*KING HATE IT! I FU*KING HATE IT! I FU*KING HATE IT!!!!!!! THE GAS COMPANIES CAN SUCK MY LEFT NUT!!!!!! metaphorically speaking of coarse... *ah-hum* i feel better. i got gas for the rv twice today!!!! both times i spent $75!! so that's a total of $150! i made $240 today.. so i only really made $90!! ggggrrrrrrrrrrhhhhh!!!!!!!!! oh and the best part- i still don't have a full tank! i am a quarter down. soo i think it would take $300 to fill my tank from empty!! i really need to start charging more cause if i don't i'm going to be paying people to groom their dogs! and before you know it i won't have any money for gas and this will be the future of lucky puppy
i am really thinking that a bike is in order for gettin around town when i am not grooming. i am tired of paying for this abuse! if it were up to me, i'd get a shop... but i just can't take the financial blow that would be the first few years. *sigh* maybe if i find a partner. i just don't know. i wold love to walk or ride a bike to work. that would be nice. nice for the environment too. oh! but when i was driving i heard my entrance song on the radio. you know, when i enter a party, social gathering, or the bathroom. lol! here it is:
i can just see it now.. me walking in all sexy with the wind blowing my hair. all the people stopping and staring! lol!! so what's your entrance theme?? do share!
and here's a lil poem i put together i call it Dream World:
Loving caresses Beauty impresses The soul undresses
A tepid heart living alone A passionless heart oh so alone A woman left all alone..
But in her dreams Passion beams He is hers, or so it seems.
Placid life drifts on by Perfect love drifts on by Peaceful life drifts on by
Closing her eyes she decides to stay Letting life pass as she dreams away For in her alternate reality her passions never stray.
luv you guys! hope you all have a great day!! off i go to shut my dogs up! what the hell are they barking at?!! ((((hugs))))~ alysia
let me read to you a selection from my great grandfathers poetry... ::squeals!!!:: my aunt finally sent me his poems!! ahh! i'm so excited!! she sent them to me as a scanned image though. so i can't seem to figure out how to copy them to a document. i can't highlight the words then copy them so if you have any suggestions it would be greatly appreciated! :D i did copy my favorite one though. it's short so i just retyped it. here it is:
TIME
If I had but the time to do
The things I o’t to do
I’d prob’ly never ever do
The things I want to do!
-J.M.F.
isn't that great!! he has other ones that much more deep and not so limericky! but this one is my favorite! :D
so yesterday i had a bit of a smack in the face from the gods! lol! i was thinking on my favorite tattoo man and how i was so.. to use one of poe's favorite words.. melancholy over the whole thing. i was out on a walk and i looked over at a bird in the street. he was trying to get some food that was in the middle of the street. i said to him "you better get out of their you are gonna get hit by a car!" no sooner did i say that, then a car came speeding up! the bird frantically pecked at the morsel trying to get it up so he could fly away!! i gasped as he flew away! he was so close to getting hit! i wouldn't be surprised if he got clipped a little. he almost hit me in his frantic escape. the thought occurred to me... let him go... i began to get very sad. i thought that this was a sign that i need to let him go, there were other *peaces of food* in the world. and the thought of him was just dragging me down. :( so melancholy over took me again. but this morning i realized something. i asked brighid to help me through this. to show me what that scene was supposed to mean to me. i pulled a few cards. i won't boar you with what they were. lol! but it became very clear to me. i now see that i need to understand that it is a path that i must follow. are paths are meant to cross... i need to be patient. because it is dragging me down! i am focusing on that sooo much that it is causing me to be sad. i see friends who have bfs and i get very very sad. i thought i was over the *i want what she has* thing.. but i guess some habits are very hard to overcome! so i now see that i need to let it up. i need to be ok with the fact that i am alone. i need to focus back on me.. but i have to tell you, this spotlight has been blinding me!!! lol! it was nice to not interrogate myself for a little while. oh well. i still believe that i need to fully love, appreciate, and accept me before i can contribute to a healthy relationship. i would like to be financially stable so i don't *need* this other person to live. i also need to love me so that i won't allow him {or any person for that matter!} to step all over me. so i press on.. and hope against hope. {he he another poe quote!! lol!!! i love him sorry!!} but i also think it's cool that i have given myself the time to flower. i now know that i love poe and poetry and such. i now have some passion back! i have another peace of my puzzle in place. :) any way, i'm running late! so i gotta jet!! love you all!!! hope you have a wonderful day!! i sure will! the sun is finally shining!! yay!!!!!! (((hugs)))~ alysia
OMG OMG OMG ::running around house flailing arms about:: OMG OMG OMG!!!
aaahhhh!! ok. i feel better! ::ah-um:: i just went to the bookstore. the reason why i was there was partially cause i felt it would be good to take the rv and park in a busy lot... but mostly cause i was drawn there. i had no intentions of purchasing anything, but i felt like i should go. so, i wondered over to the witchy section, as usual. found nothing but annoying kids! i wound around to the *new age* section and found a beautiful deck of celtic cards. i was intrigued.. held them for a little while thinking about getting them. this is the deck:
very cute! they are round cards too which is always fun! however they were $15! as i walked away from the section i was reading the back of the deck when i glanced up at an end cap of books on tape. i almost dropped the deck of cards when i happened upon "the edgar allen poe audio collection." but wait.. it gets better!! i look on the back to see that vincent price and basil rathbone are the narrators!!! ::squeals!!!!:: not only does mr. price rule, but i was raise to love mr. rathbone! :D it appeared to only have 6 tales on it but i didn't care! and it was $29.95 but it was on sale for 40% off! and members get an extra 10 off!! and guess who signed up for a b&n card last x-mas!?!! weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! made that puppy drop to 17 buckaroos!!! :D and then i get home and open it to see that it actually has 20 poems and tales on it!!!! aaaaahhh! including: the fall of the house of usher, the pit and the pendulum, the black cat {one of my all time favs *thanx merly!*}, the raven, annabel lee, the bells, and even the gold bug!! :D i am beyond excited! i am going to upload it to my i-pod! and listen to it on walks and before bed! ::mwahhahhahha:: think of the dreams i'll be havin!!! lol!
speaking of dreams, i had a doosie last night! yes, same characters.. just different scenes! lol! mr. tattoo gave me my goddess tattoo on a train. {this is like the 3rd dream involving a train!} i got it on my arm so he was very close to me. then at the end of it i said thank you so much and went to give him a hug. he hugged me and then kissed my cheek.. you know like a friend would do.. then i moved my face back and he planted one on me!!!.. you know.. just like a friend would!! lol!! it was quite realistic let me tell you! we pulled away and he said something to the effect that he has always liked me, he just couldn't tell me! we kissed again. ::sigh:: then we left the train holding hands. it was wonderful! :D i don't get these dreams. they are getting more frequent. and they stay with me all day. i feel like it really happened! i can even close my eyes and feel his lips on mine! very strange! very vivid. but ya, i just had to share my exciting new purchase! off i go to upload!
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