i have been struck with the sudden urge to contemplate! i just want to lay in the middle of the road and think about the world.. {no cars on the street.. that could get messy!}
living in a state that is about as deep as a kiddie pool, i want to be the ocean! is it possible for the ocean to still be deep yet as playful and fun as the dolphins that swim in it?? i crave balance in this issue, as i do in many. i want to be intelligent, thoughtful, and insightful... but at the same time childish, silly, and goofy. how does one start the journey of 1,000 steps without stumbling and having to start over? i want to expand my horizons... live the life i am meant to live... change the way people think about me... yet i want to be the same ol sarcastic goof-ball i've always been. i need to use my brain... it has been put up on the shelf for far to long! i once was the top in my class when it came to science... what the hell happened to me! i decided to give in to all the people around me who just wanted to have fun and not study or do their homework... i have always fancied myself a smart individual, but i have never really tested that or allowed it to come into fruition. well, i guess there's no time like the present! what should i study?? got any suggestions??? this will be something that i want to see through to the end... i want to be knowledgeable in something! i know dogs... that's about it! lol!
can't seem to sleep tonight... don't know why.... perhaps it's cause i don't want to go to work tomorrow! lol! not going to be a long or bad day.. i am just enjoying feeling clean and dog hair free! oh well! such is my career! soooo in my nocturnal state i decided to look up some lyrics that i like! so here you go! a collection of lyrics that tickle my fancy! no particular order... just how they popped up in my head!
“Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world...” John Lennon
“Do or die you'll never make me Because the world, will never take my heart You can try, you'll never break me You want it all, you wanna play this part” My Chemical Romance.
“She keeps a picture of the body she lends. Got nasty blisters from the money she spends. She's got a life of her own and it shows by the Benz She drives at 90 by the Barbies and Kens. If you ever say never too late. I'll forget all the diamonds you ate. Lost in coma and covered in cake. Increase the medication. Share the vows at the wake. (Kiss the bride)” My Chemical Romance.
“Love is the red the rose on your coffin door” My Chemical Romance.
“You better run like the devil, 'Cause they're never gonna leave you alone! You better hide up in the alley, 'Cause they're never gonna find you a home! And as the blood runs down the walls, You see me creepin' up these halls. I've been a bad motherfucker Tell your sister I'm another Go! Go! Go!” My Chemical Romance
“Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup, They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind, Possessing and caressing me.” Beatles.
“Had it been another day I might have looked the other way And I'd have never been aware. But as it is I'll dream of her Tonight, di-di-di-di'n'di.” Beatles.
“Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise.” Beatles.
“Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end” Semisonic.
“You left a stain On every one of my good days But I am stronger than you know I have to let you go” Matchbox 20
“There's a squeak hinge down on the back gate It lets us know if he comes around I don't sleep that good anyway If you've never heard the silence, it's a God awful sound “ Matchbox 20
“She grabs her magazines She packs her things and she goes She leaves the pictures hanging on the wall, she burns all Her notes and she knows, she's been here too few years To feel this old” Matchbox 20
“Keep holding on When my brain's tickin' like a bomb Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird You don't affect me” Korn
“You reach a point where there’s not a lie in the world that you could use to make the boys believe you're still in you twenties. But they keep getting younger, don't they baby? She’s not waiting for someone to come over and ask for the privilege. She can still hear that Rebel Yell just as loud as it was in 1983, you know. There ain't no Johnny coming home to share a bed with her and she doesn’t care” Against Me.
hello! i just wanted to post a good song and a funny video! sooo
here you go! remember chumbawamba!!?? oh, and keep your eyes pealed for
me.. i'm the one with the megaphone!! lol!! have a great weekend
guys!!! i am soooooo much better and i am not going to let a mood take
me down no mo! so i am going to do my best to post happy fun post from
now on!... well until the next dark moon anyway! lol! :D turn it up and
enjoy!!
so here i sit at 11am... feeling like a bad daughter/friend/groomer.... i have had much difficulty lately finding time for me. i have more friends then i have had in a long time and more clients then i have had in a long time! and i feel like everyone wants a piece of me right NOW!! i am beginning to have the sensation that i am being pulled in every which way! however, i feel VERY guilty asking for, let alone demanding time for me! i have neglected my house and my animals.. and well, me! now, i know that you are all saying "ha! see!! careful what you wish for!!" {only because i have been whining about being lonely lately} but that is a different kind of loneliness! well to put it in a way that i am comfortable with... that is a void that only a dude can fill! if you can catch my drift!! lol!! damn i think i am blushing!! :D
so the reason that i feel bad is because i am about to call my mom and tell her that i won't come over today.. and yesterday i had to cancel going to a friends jewelry party cause i wanted to spend time with my niece.... i so want to be there for everyone, but i haven't had a day to myself and my animals in a LONGGGGGG time! well.. looks like i am going to just have to get over it and take care of me! k- i feel a bit better now! not a whole bunch better.. but better!!!
and i mean really... could you say no to this face!!
have a wonderfully relaxing weekend!! i think i shall go and reconnect with mother earth!!! **skips off to get obie's leash and take him for a much needed walk**
