whelp, it happened. my wit has gone to sleep. it is official, i have mush for brains. i am so beat from today and yesterday i can't even begin to think! lol! but i am sitting in my room i've got dragon's blood incense burning and a candle to help me focus a bit. ;) i'm listening to this song right now. and well.. this is pretty much what i felt like all day today:

i felt such pure peace and fulfillment today. it was wonderful. :) i started the day a bit concerned about my long day, but i did some yoga and really focused on having a great day. and by goddess i did! :D i had *visions* of a beautiful life that i have and what i will have. i really think that things are gonna be alright for this cowpoke... ok... i have no idea where the hell that came from! cowpoke?! really?!? lol!! but seriously, it felt good. and it still feels good. :) i hope i can hold onto this feeling for tomorrow. i've gotta deal with the evil bitch my uncle calls his wife!! patience and peace will be my weapons tomorrow. i may also through in some onyx for good measure. and if that doesn't work, i may just ram a steak through her heart!! ha!! my cousin was able to get onto myspace and he posted a broadcast thingy saying i'm back.. well, most of me is! ha!!! then he has his justin is thing saying justin will never stub his toe again! hahahahaa!!! lol!! gotta love that kid! he is so funny! he walked for the first time on one of his new legs on monday. :) then he will get the other one probably this coming monday. that is so cool huh! 5 weeks after getting his legs blown off he is already up and running. well... kinda. you know what i mean! alright off to bed with me. :) i've gotta get up early once again! no rest for the wicked! i leave you with this.. a pic that well... has me speechless! and that's hard to do!!!

hope you all have a magical weekend! (((hugs)))~ alysia