BWWWAAHHH HAAAHAAAAHHHAA HAA!!! i just heard this song on the radio.. i forgot how funny it is. it is so classic because it wasn't ment to be funny. those are the best kind! lol! the best part is when she says, *i honestly do*.

hey, i just realized that i used to have her haircut. well look at that. i had a video vixen hairstyle... i think it's a million times better then this one:

so i had the worst night last night! my lil rosie got really sick. her gums were very pale and she was puking up anything that she took down. :( i usually don't worry much when it's my dalmatian, he's a big boy. but rosie is so small. she wouldn't eat and stop drinking for a while. oh, and i was trying to stay up late to keep an eye on her but someone decided i need to go to sleep early-ish. at about 11:50 the power went out! i tried to sleep, but no power means no a/c or fan! so i was hot! then at about midnight the power came back on. yay! tttthhheennn i turned off the lights off and snuggled in to sleep. rosie likes to sleep on my pillow above my head. i have two pillows, and she sleeps on the one that i don't have my head on... anyway! lol! i guess in sickly state she decided to snuggle up there. well... then her body took over and she puked over the side of the pillow!! and yes, it got on me! and the best part... i didn't have any clean sheets! ha! i thought i did, but turns out i did a crapo job of washing a set and they smelled. so i had to put the sheet down on the mattress and use my warm top blanket as my sheet! oh, but i did have one pillow case.. that is flannel!!! so i was HOT!!! i tossed and turned most of the night, then i finally fell asleep. but i had to get up around 6am! ugh! and i was worried all night about rosie. then i was worried about her all day while i was working. she didn't want to eat this morning, and she was still puking up any thing {water} that she took down. but then i came home after a llllooonnggg day to see her shinning face! she was a million times better! :D i fed her and she happily ate her dinner. *sigh* thank the goddess! i kept having morbid images of finding her dead when i got home. driving home with a stomach full of knots, mind racing... i glanced over at a crows feather that i had found awhile back. and a sense of total calm came over me. my vision did this weird *click* kinda thing. it's the kinda thing that it does when i get info that is from *someone else*. the best that i can describe it is like when you are getting your eyes tested and they have all of those lenses that you look through and they say :which is better? number one, number two:... so my eyes did that and i *thought* :she's fine. she's happy and healthy. no need to worry:. it was like i *knew* it to be true. and sure enough, she was totally fine! i also *knew* that the power would go out. kinda like i *knew* the earthquake was going to happen. my mind is getting sharper, i can feel it! but i'm thinking that rosie either ate a bee or a spider {black widow} or she was stung or bit. she has a milky film coming from her eyes, and i thought her throat felt swollen. but i'm just happy she's ok. i was really concerned there.

so two last things then i'm outtie! numero uno: while working today i did something pretty cool. i switched my thinking. and i ended up having a great day! i had a very tight schedule today. clients that practically overlapped. whenever that happens i get very frazzled. i think about how i can't do it, how my clients will be sooo pissed, and about how i won't be able to take my time and groom each dog properly. well, i flipped it. i thought, i've got plenty of time, if i am late no one will mind, and i will do a great job and they will be happy. i was about a half hour late to each client and everyone of them didn't care. they didn't even mention it! i felt calm and happy. i never cursed out my fellow drivers {oh boy do i get all california driver when i am in a rush! lol} and i never got mad if the light turned red. my only true concern was rosie. but i tried to not let it effect my day. and it worked! **it also helps that i made $485 today!! whoooohhhoo!!** and numero...umm... two-oh. lol! i went for a wonderful walk tonight. it was soo beautiful out! the moon was out and the weather was perfect! it was neat cause we have some clouds and so the moon looked all hazy, like as if someone smudged it with their thumb. :) i've decided i need to take a walk everyday. i need the connection with the earth. even though i am outside a lot cause of my job, i need to take time to think, dream, and connect. yesterday i ended up casting a spell while walking! it was marvelous! i found 8 crows feathers and so as i was holding them i felt the need to do something for justin. and i'm not sure if i *saw* what is going to happen, or if i was manifesting what *should* happen. i saw him very strong and powerful. i saw his step mom with a gag around her mouth and her arms tied up. justin towered over her and she was looking down, as if she was submitting. i never felt anger from him. only... well.. power i guess. perhaps a dash of knowledge too. i also *saw* my uncle with sunglasses on. then he took them off and put on seeing glasses and he looked at her. so i think that, perhaps, justin won't let her actions dictate his life. she doesn't phase him. and my uncle will finally see clear what is going on. so ya, not sure if i did that, or i saw that! lol! but my eyes did do that click thing again. we shall see. only time will tell. :) that enough gibberish out of me! wow.. i can't believe i just spelled that right. who would've thought i could spell gibberish properly! ok, off to sleepy land... nighty night bats and ghouls,

alysia