what a perfectly lazy sunday! i have been up for about 3 hours and i am still in my pjs and i have been on the computer the whole time! lol! keeping up with you all is quite time consuming!! *not in a bad way of coarse! ;)* so my plan for today??? it is one of witchy goodness. i'm gonna go pick up some morning glory and perhaps some basil  and other herbs. someone left a trellis by my trash so i took it and put it in my backyard. :D i'm going to have the m.g. climb it. and yesterday i had pizza with fresh basil on it. and damn was that good! so i was thinking i need some of that too. :)  i also plan on doing some cleaning and laundry. cause i am over due! oh and i am thinking of doing a small spell for my bro. he is in japan right now! this is his first time out of the country. so i am excited for him! he is on a business trip and his wife will be meeting him out there too. :D so i just wanna do a little protection for him. :)

so here's a little side effect to my *psychic showers* {for anyone who missed that post: i do a small meditation before bed to let go of any anger/pent up rage/irritations/you get the idea! lol! from that day}. i have noticed that i forget what it was that irritated me! i wanted to post some things that happened the day i saw justin.. but i had to stretch to remember! lol! it's kinda nice. and once i remember i don't feel irritated or anything. it's like i am remembering something that just *happened*. kinda weird huh?!? i think i truly am letting go of it at that moment!

so here's some magical things that i wanted to tell you all about. {yes they involve the drama that i want to share. ;) } #1. i explained how justin stepped on a home made land mine... well... when he was deployed, i did a protection spell for him. it is the same one that i've done every time he's gone out. however, this time i placed protection on everyone who was with him. i ask to have all of his buddies protected. i ask to have no one who was with him die. {he's lost some great friends, so i didn't want him to have to go through that again!} what i  find to be totally amazing, is that no one died! his platoon even was under fire when he was taken away, but no on died! and here's the things that are amazing to me. justin should've died on at least 2 of his deployments! the first time he was the gunner on the hummer. so he had the  most dangerous job. he was completely exposed! and he was hit. they ran over a bomb and all he got was shrapnel in his hand and some hearing loss. the driver didn't make it. :( but really wouldn't you think the dude who is not inside the rolling vehicle should've been the one to loose his life??? and this time.... he stepped on a freaking land mine!! and so did 2 other guys who were with him! no one died. and check this out! when he got hurt, they called for a hummer to come and take him and the other injured ones away... that hummer hit a land mine! as far as i know, no one died. then they had to wait for a black hawk to come get him. once he was being loaded onto the helicopter, the attack began. so he and the other injured dudes were safe. crazy huh?!? when i heard about all of that it made me sit back and scratch my head. i am in awe of the awesome power of magic! that is intense! and thennnn..... his personality/positiveness and healing, i feel, has a lot to do with magic as well! he had some scares with blood clots, but he was ok. he is feeling good enough to put himself into a wheel chair! in his hospital room he has a roommate. that dude only lost 1 leg. when his doc came in he sounded like he was soooo sad. and sooo depressed. so see. you all are helping immensely! thank you so much for that! :) 

now onto our bindings.... his step mom has been soooo good to him! her true colors are shining with my uncle, who in turn is telling us all about her wonderful demeanor *note the sarcasm!*  however, justin is completely unaffected. at first, when i heard that she was being a bitch again, i was like damn it didn't work!! but then i realized i bound her to be good to justin. to not hurt him in any manor. so that, as far as i'm concerned, is working! the only thing that i didn't foresee as an issue is his father... my uncle. he is playing the victim right now. justin's mom has been with him this whole time. she even flew back to ca with him she hasn't been home at all. my uncle lives very close to where she lives, which is like 4 hours away from s.d.. apparently the military has housing for the families of the injured. so she has been staying there. well.. up where justin lives, there has been all kinds of fund raisers going on. my uncle said that you can't even go into a grocery store without seeing a bucket there for him. isn't that cool?!!? well, some of the money is being raised for his mom and dad so they can visit him. you know, for gas, dog sitter, and whatever else. my uncle's work has said that he can take all the time he needs off... well... here's the thing. justin is on his second week of being in ca. my uncle hasn't gone at all. he is saying that his ex wife has *probably* taken  all of the money. that he doesn't know where any of it is... well you know what?? so f**king what! he's an adult, he can either call her and ask, or he can pay himself! why should justin not have his dad with him just so that he can prove a point! LAME!!! i went ahead and had my car fixed, even though it cost me more money then i had, just so i could visit my cousin! so why can't he! i make WAY less then him and i still did it! it cost me $600 to go see my cousin. it won't cost that much for my uncle. he can get housing from the military or he could stay with my mom who is like an hour away! ggggrrrrr that just pissed me off so much! and his wife has been selfish and i know that a lot of it has to do with her and the fact that she doesn't want to see my uncles ex!!! so ya. that's some of the drama! but like i said. i think the good outweighs the bad. as long as justin has his friends and some of his family and is in good spirits, then as far as i'm concerned, things are good! i've asked my mom over and over to let me go off on both of them. but she says no. they would be surprised at how mean i can be when someone i care about so much is being hurt! but i will bite my tongue and bide my time. if i ever see them directly hurt justin.. then there is no stopping me! lol!!  they will have the full wrath of my grandma! i'm sure she will take me over! lol! ok. i think this is llllloooonnnngg enough! :D i hope you all have a magical day!! sending tons of luv to you all!

((((hugs))))~ alysia