so now, not only do i have huge mountainous zits on my face, now i have a cluster-fu*k of white heads on my nose! and they kinda itch now and again. what the hell is going on!?!?? i decided to go get some witch hazel. i am thinking that i need a natural solution. so i went on a mad witch hazel hunt today! i went to 3 places! i finally found it at a cvs pharmacy. and i always thought that it was along the lines of alcohol and peroxide. you know, cheep. like a doller or something. nope it was 4 bucks!! well i got it anyway. it's still cheeper then some fancy alcohol based astringent! so here's hoping i can kill the lil buggers on my nose! they are soo annoying! i have dealt with zits on my face for most of my life, but this is getting ridiculous! i'm not sure if i am having some kind of allergic reaction or what! i'm not eating anything totally out of the norm. don't know. we shall see if the witch hazel will help. cause i can't afford what i used in high school!! lol!

ok one more thing. i just need to get this out.... FU*K GAS!!!!!!! I FU*KING HATE IT! I FU*KING HATE IT! I FU*KING HATE IT!!!!!!! THE GAS COMPANIES CAN SUCK MY LEFT NUT!!!!!! metaphorically speaking of coarse... *ah-hum* i feel better. i got gas for the rv twice today!!!! both times i spent $75!! so that's a total of $150! i made $240 today.. so i only really made $90!! ggggrrrrrrrrrrhhhhh!!!!!!!!! oh and the best part- i still don't have a full tank! i am a quarter down. soo i think it would take $300 to fill my tank from empty!! i really need to start charging more cause if i don't i'm going to be paying people to groom their dogs! and before you know it i won't have any money for gas and this will be the future of lucky puppy

i am really thinking that a bike is in order for gettin around town when i am not grooming. i am tired of paying for this abuse! if it were up to me, i'd get a shop... but i just can't take the financial blow that would be the first few years. *sigh* maybe if i find a partner. i just don't know. i wold love to walk or ride a bike to work. that would be nice. nice for the environment too. oh! but when i was driving i heard my entrance song on the radio. you know, when i enter a party, social gathering, or the bathroom. lol! here it is:

i can just see it now.. me walking in all sexy with the wind blowing my hair. all the people stopping and staring! lol!! so what's your entrance theme?? do share!

and here's a lil poem i put together i call it Dream World:

Loving caresses
Beauty impresses
The soul undresses

A tepid heart living alone
A passionless heart oh so alone
A woman left all alone..

But in her dreams
Passion beams
He is hers, or so it seems.

Placid life drifts on by
Perfect love drifts on by
Peaceful life drifts on by

Closing her eyes she decides to stay
Letting life pass as she dreams away
For in her alternate reality her passions never stray.

luv you guys! hope you all have a great day!! off i go to shut my dogs up! what the hell are they barking at?!! ((((hugs))))~ alysia