today.... this.... is how i feel!

so i pulled a rune card, as i do just about everyday, and i got the man/human card.

if i ever get this i try to brace myself as much as possible... this card always means i will be busy! and wow was it true! i didn't groom much, but i had plenty of people to talk to and deal with! i got 1 new client. almost had another, but it didn't work out. as i was i.ming my brother i was talking to my sis on the phone! then my uncle called me! i spoke with my mom a million times too! i am beat! i just feel like i couldn't take a second to scratch my head! hey! i've got time now!! *scratch scratch* aaawwwwww that feels great! i am such a damn libra cause the only thing i can think of is the need for balance! i try to draw this kind of energy to me, but then when it's here i freak out! but when it's gone i get sad and try to bring it back! i can't keep this up! i need to figure out how to keep the energy but still have me time. i'll get it, i know i will. it just takes some practice. see i'm thinking well.. i've got me time right now, maybe i should watch tv, or a movie, or read! but i'm so tired! i just want to sleep! *sigh* i'll find that balance. on a side note, do any of you watch the dan ho show? i  LOVE it!! it is on fit tv, it is awesome! he is a very upbeat kinda guy and he just goes to peoples houses and helps them figure out how to simplify their lives. hmmmm.... i could so use him right now! oh and one last thing before i fall asleep at my computer!! my great grandfather was a poet. i barely remember him. he died when i was really little. he is a bit of an icon in my family. everyone loved him! i had only known of 1 of his poems, one that he wrote about my sister. well really about my mom having a little girl. so i asked my mom if he had any more. turns out she has a ton of his poems!! i guess someone put them in a book {non published} that was given to the family. my mom's gonna look for it! i am soo excited! i can't wait to see what kind of a poet he was. i love looking back at my ancestors and seeing how much of them show up in me! :) when i get my hands on them i'll try to post them. i was told some of them are low brow humor! lol!! ;) hope you all have a wonderful day. off i go to sleepy land! oh! damn one more thing! ha! when i slept last night i left my bedroom door open a crack. {i don't normally do that, but my cat wanted to come it} i had a "dream" that i saw libby taking a dump in my living room! i remember thinking that it wasn't real because i have pee pee pads in the room and she is sooo good about using them. well.. i got up and low and behold! my pooch pooped in my parler! lol!! that was odd. it was like i was watching her do it, almost like an out of body experience. ok.. now i need to have an inner bed experience! goodnight boys and ghouls! ((((hugs)))))~ alysia