Alysia, Bran's Chroi
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    Saturday, May 3, 2008, 01:13 AM PST [*Confessions of a board mind*]

    hi guys! it's almost 1 am and i'm wide awake! lol! so i have a question. now, i'm not looking for compliments here... but, why do people stare at me?! i get it a lot! although i love the gothic or even punk rock looks i don't dress that way. the pics that you see of me is.. well.. me! i don't' dress out there i don't have horns sticking out of my head! {not that i know of anyway!} i'm not even a loud person! i'm not a wallflower by far, but i'm not in your face either! point being, i don't draw attention to me.. purposely anyway! this thought came about today as i was on my walk. as i was crossing the street i got honked at by some dudes in a truck!! i looked half expecting to see someone i knew.. but nope! they were doing the cat call kinda thing! i get that a lot to when on walks! i also get rubber neckers.... from both male and females! i don't think it's joking either. not like hey, lets honk at that girl! hahaha! no i get it to often for it to be that...  even the boy of my dreams mr. tattoo man apparently stares at me! {or so i've been told by my mom and friends!... alright i did catch him once!! *giggles* it was awesome!} while in school i used to get stared at by boys alll the damn time! i would feel it and look up at them then look down then look back up again and they would still be staring! wtf?! i don't get it!!! i've talked to erin and my mom about this before. i get very frustrated because my mom will want to point something out about a person.. like maybe she likes someone's hair or something. she would've been staring at the woman for a while then tell me.. the second i look up she will turn around and see me looking! is it like the, "i loosened the ketchup lid" kinda thing?! i just don't get it!! you know, it's impossible for me to do anything secretive! i rarely ever did growing up cause i ALWAYS got caught!! anyway. i just wanted to put that out there. i have been living with this my whole life! i thought if anyone would have some great insight it would be my witchy friends. :D maybe it's my aura. it's electric! lol!

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    and p.s. i haven't had many bfs so it can't be a beauty thing! i really don't have boys knocking down my door! believe me, i don't! i know that i'm cute.. just not sure if they've caught on yet. you know, boys in california are a bit slower than other states! ;) (((hugs)))~ alysia

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    LOL, your blog made me chuckle...

    Firstly, don't knock the honks from men in trucks, when they stop you'll miss 'em!

    Secondly, either you're subconsciously putting the "vibes" out there, or people are just picking up your amazing personality. Or both.

    Thirdly, if it's really bugging you then you could try to cloak yourself for a day. Imagine a sparkly blue cloak around your neck, Imagine you lift the hood and hey presto - you're invisible to everyone! This is good to try if you're having a bad hair day and really don't want to be noticed...

    Have a great weekend x

    Whitewytch
    May 03, 2008
    02:16 AM PST

    I think that's two things. The first is that you are probably radiating a psychic aura. Kind of a reverse empath thing. When you are staring at people you are focused on them and they can feel it. I don't know if you can turn that off - maybe trying to cloak yourself mentally will work - worth a try.

    As for why people stare at you. Ummmm...to put it bluntly: jeez Alysia, seriously? You are totally hot! Your pictures radiate sensuality. Just one wolf's opinion...and if you are radiating energy to begin with you are going to catch their attention. Once they see you they just think they picked you out because you are "a serious babe", without realizing that they were drawn to you BEFORE they actually saw you.

    That can be inconvenient if you are trying to hide - but try to think of all the places you can leverage it instead. "Pick me, pick me!"

    Silverwolf
    May 03, 2008
    03:49 AM PST

    Lol, I'd have to say it's cause of your beautiful soul, and the whole you being beautiful out side to doesn't help. Stop bein that good looking! lol! Wish I had the same problem! I have also noticed tho that people seem to move for me when a place is crowded so I dont have to move, or that they look up when I pass and no one else. It is odd but not that bad. Lol, and I wasnt grown up in Cali so I wouldnt know.

    Wulf
    May 03, 2008
    07:37 AM PST

    *laughing* Um, first off, you're really pretty... LOL!

    Secondly, sometimes a horn toot is the best the guys have to offer (this was related to me by Mr. G., by the way). Sometimes men (ahem) and probably some women, will just use whatever tool they have available to convey their... appreciation of beauty.

    *suddenly recalling six years ago mowing my hilly lawn in shorts, tee, hiking boots, and goggles - and covered in gross sweat* Then again, maybe horn-honkers are just nuts.

    XXOO!

    Tracy
    May 03, 2008
    07:53 AM PST

    did you read the website about libras I sent you? One of the paragraphs talks about how libras just draw attention to themselves! I think that fits love! As you already know, I am like your mother, and sometimes we are envious of people who are seen, especially when it comes to networking or even, dare I say, dating! I have a brilliant idea if I do say so myself: use your attraction to attract clients!!! you will be focusing that aspect of yourself into productive possibilities! Hum, if you want we can even make a t-shirt for your company and you can wear it while grooming or taking walks! Ok, erin why don't you take this energy and shunt it into your stinking papers...grumble grumble. What are you doing later today or tomorrow? I have been dying to talk to you!

    ~*erin
    May 03, 2008
    08:08 AM PST

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