why can't i find someone like this!!??!!!!?

must be looking in all the wrong places!! **note to self... look for next boyfriend in the local tea house****

anybody else finding that they are spending more money right now??? i am going halloween crazy!!!!  here's some of my goodies:

and here's something that my dad brought me back from his looonnnggg travels.. it is from Switzerland

ok... all of you who are good at dream analysis -need your help!!!!!! i had a doosie of a dream the other night!!! so any in site would be much appreciated!!!  :)

let me set the stage... i am madly in love with my tattoo artist! (no not you lisa!! -well it's a different kinda love!! ;)   k- i have been pawning over him for years now! so i know he has been in a long term relationship, but that's all i really know.... well i saw on his myspace page (i know total stocker! lol!) that he is married! i know.. how sad was i! k- so here's my dream...

i was laying in bed with him.. ummm well spooning if you will (you know the snuggle from behind?). then he leans over and puts his hand around my ear -like he's going to tell me a secret. (and btw i HATE when anyone touches my ears!!!) then he says.. "are you mrs. johnson, or miss. johnson?" (that's my last name btw.. i know.. BORING!!), i then rolled over to look at him and said "miss. johnson." -i remember seeing it like an are you married question kinda thing.. and i said no. and then we made out! :)  he he he!!! *blushes* 

soooo what do you think???? i have my own ideas, but maybe you all can shine some light on it for me! and i have to say, i am sooo not a good dreamer! i tend to remember snipets only.. this was very strong and real to me!! i had to spin around in bed to make sure he wasn't really there!!.. aaahhhh if only dreams could come true!! ;) 

blessed be my friends!!!!,

         ~alysia